I may not deserve them, but I humbly ask for them. There’s a young woman of whom I have about the highest opinion I could have. Through, largely, my lack of thinking things through, and partly my inability to grasp social cues (I’m seeking therapy), I’ve caused her enough hurt that she’s had to close me out of her life. Perhaps—I’m hoping—this is not permanent and I can earn my way back.
I’ve been castigating myself for my idiocy, and I deserve it.
That said: I hope the power of the Orb could be sent my way, simply to help me out of the emotional black hole I’m in. Thank you to any who send the warmth and light.
I’ll post this again in the morning, given how late in the day it is now.
Possibly Daisy Jones and The Six. Or maybe one of my current reading batch, say, Jennifer Juniper, by Jenny Boyd, the somewhat less well-known sister of Pattie Boyd. IDK.
So I wanted to reply in the ‘eclipse’ thread. In what I wrote, I named a website (first word Space) with the usual punctuation (2nd word ‘com’) and there was a “URLS not allowed in posts” message just below the typing box. So I made it read, “The Space website” with no other changes. Same stupid message. Yesterday, I’m reasonably sure I named the site and it posted. I guess the rule is “once flagged, forever flagged”—which of course translates to “programmer(s) who couldn’t be bothered to do it right”.
The post GC simply refused to accept—no “It has banned word(s)” message or similar—was about as long a this one of yours I’m replying to. I tried to post it from work; I tried from my machine at home; I modified it a bit. No joy, so I tried the abbreviated form above and that went through. I’ve seen this mode of failure from GC before, but the others were mostly my usual snark.
I may not deserve them, but I humbly ask for them. There’s a young woman of whom I have about the highest opinion I could have. Through, largely, my lack of thinking things through, and partly my inability to grasp social cues (I’m seeking therapy), I’ve caused her enough hurt that she’s had to close me out of her life. Perhaps—I’m hoping—this is not permanent and I can earn my way back.
I’ve been castigating myself for my idiocy, and I deserve it.
That said: I hope the power of the Orb could be sent my way, simply to help me out of the emotional black hole I’m in. Thank you to any who send the warmth and light.
I’ll post this again in the morning, given how late in the day it is now.