I am so very sorry for your loss. We lost our youngest cat, a 13 year old calico, to a brain tumour just last week. Fortunately, we still have our two older cats, aged 21 and 17, to carry us through this very sad time. I cannot imagine losing two cats at once and having the house so quiet. I hope you are soon able to offer a place in your home and heart to new feline friends.
Reminds me of “The Most Dangerous Game”.