Zen Pencils by Gavin Aung Than for May 29, 2023
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I am graduating. I should look at this as a positive experience, especially being at the top of my class. However, in retrospect, I cannot say that I am any more intelligent that my peers. I can attest that I am only the best at doing what I am told and working the system. Yet, here I stand, and I am supposed to be proud that I have completed this period of indoctrination. I will leave in the fall to go on the next phase expected to me, in order to receive a paper document that certifies that I am capable of work. But I contest that I am a human being. A thinker, an adventurer-not a worker. A worker is someone who is trapped within repetition. A slave of the system set up before him. But now, I have successfully shown that I was the best slave. I did what I was told to the extreme. While others sat in class and doodled to later become great artists, I sat in class to take notes, and become a great test-taker. While others would come to class without their homework because they were reading about an interest of theirs I never missed an assignment. While others were creating music and writing lyrics, I decided to do extra credit. Even though I never needed it. I wonder, why did I even want this position? Sure, I earned it. But what will come of it? When I leave educational institutionalism, will I be successful? Or forever lost? I have no clue about what I want to do with my life. I have no interests because I saw every subject of study as work, and I excelled at every subject for the purpose of excelling, not learning. And white frankly now I'm scared. -Erica Goldson
Yakety Sax over 1 year ago
Just another poor little robot…………..
markkahler52 over 1 year ago
Just don’t put the “suck” in success and you should be okay
markkahler52 over 1 year ago
And where are we, ten years on?
bobamiller Premium Member over 1 year ago
https://www.utne.com/community/erica-goldson-comic-zm0z13ndzlin/
FreyjaRN Premium Member over 1 year ago
Oh, wow. She described me in high school. I got a life in college.
klesmiley_ Premium Member over 1 year ago
Weird
LVObserver over 1 year ago
Lived it, regret it.
Bill LaRocque Premium Member over 1 year ago
Big topic. Fear of the unknown. Printing press, telephone, radio, TV, Internet… Things got better, good things went away, new bad things.. faster everything. We are our own biggest threat. Gavin is our flashlight in the darkness. Nice job.
dcmotrl Premium Member over 1 year ago
Well done, with nice imag-ination.
david.reichert over 1 year ago
I started at U of Illinois as an engineering undergrad. Within a year I learned that I did not want to be an engineer. U of I asked me to leave. From there I went to Chicago City College and studied Philosophy and Political Science. That is where I learned the difference between Training and Education. Education is better.
Teto85 Premium Member over 1 year ago
Studying hard, doing extra credit, etc., was my way out of an extremely dysfunctional family situation. University on the other side of the continent and med school in Edinburgh and other such stuff were great improvements and a way to know myself and finally enjoy life. Thanks Gav.
ferddo over 1 year ago
My class valedictorian was a nice girl with a photographic memory. She could tell you any quotation out of any of our textbooks – including page number and physical location on the page. Made her an excellent test taker.
I got to partner with her in physics class. Hoped she would be able to explain things (the teacher couldn’t – he also only quoted lines from the textbook). Then realized that she did not understand the meaning of the things she could quote.
Met her again at my five year reunion. She had graduated at the top of her college class. She was going to be a CPA.
Met her again at my ten year reunion. She was in tears. She had failed her CPA licensing exam three times. Had never gotten less than an “A” before, let alone failed. Her job was in jeopardy due to not getting the license. Her problem was those tests required more than regurgitation – they were practical examinations. She could not apply the facts that she’d memorized.
Don’t know what happened next, since I’ve never gone to any more reunions. I suspect she stopped trying to be a CPA. I truly hope she’s happy now.
wrenchmonkeyinparadise over 1 year ago
Turn the frontal lobe off every so often, and let the right and left lobes sing a duet.
Rich Douglas over 1 year ago
That’s why God invented grad school.
I went back to school to earn a second doctorate, because I wanted to use that degree program to shape who I was going to become in the third stage of my professional life. I graduated at 55 and a few years later launched a consulting practice based largely on the research I’d done. It wasn’t the only way, but it was my way. I’ve never had a use for the second doctorate—from the University of Leicester—but I’ll always cherish the experience and the outcomes.
donut reply over 1 year ago
Scared and hopefully not sinking in school debt.