ok, kiddies, here is today’s update with what’s up with me… today is the day that I FINALLY see the pain specialist at 330pm CST my time here… these last few days have been unbearable at times with breaks in the intense discomfort, but when the pain kicks into high gear, it soon goes into overload, driving me up a wall like Spider-Man in his ridiculous Spider-Mobile from years ago… I have been climbing the walls like Spidey to the point like I’m starting to think that I may be one of his clone creations… that’s how bad it has been… but today, hopefully, relief is on the horizon, as I can’t keep going through this… every day has been an exercise in pain and trying to go with it, as the meds have been only a short and temporary thing… during the breaks from pain, I have tried to maintain, but in all seriousness, it has been an extremely difficult thing to do as the pain returns in a very short time and can be sharp, sudden and without warning at any time… even when the pain subsides, I still have the sensation that it is still there, within me, under the surface, reminding me that is has not gone away… a smal portion of my lower back is an issue, along with my-ass-cheek, where I at times, I cannot sit properly, which is a good portion of the time… and it radiates to my thigh, where it is the most troublesome… my entire thigh, the upper, the side and the area near my groin… at times, I cannot even lightly brush my fingers over my thigh, as it goes into pain mode… and then my knee has a painful sensation that leads slightly past and it stops there… I can walk but after a short time, but leg seems to burn and the leg seems to not want to support my weight (188 pounds) and wants to buckle, but it doesn’t… and that’s when I MUST sit or I WILL buckle and collapse…
ok, kiddies, here is today’s update with what’s up with me… today is the day that I FINALLY see the pain specialist at 330pm CST my time here… these last few days have been unbearable at times with breaks in the intense discomfort, but when the pain kicks into high gear, it soon goes into overload, driving me up a wall like Spider-Man in his ridiculous Spider-Mobile from years ago… I have been climbing the walls like Spidey to the point like I’m starting to think that I may be one of his clone creations… that’s how bad it has been… but today, hopefully, relief is on the horizon, as I can’t keep going through this… every day has been an exercise in pain and trying to go with it, as the meds have been only a short and temporary thing… during the breaks from pain, I have tried to maintain, but in all seriousness, it has been an extremely difficult thing to do as the pain returns in a very short time and can be sharp, sudden and without warning at any time… even when the pain subsides, I still have the sensation that it is still there, within me, under the surface, reminding me that is has not gone away… a smal portion of my lower back is an issue, along with my-ass-cheek, where I at times, I cannot sit properly, which is a good portion of the time… and it radiates to my thigh, where it is the most troublesome… my entire thigh, the upper, the side and the area near my groin… at times, I cannot even lightly brush my fingers over my thigh, as it goes into pain mode… and then my knee has a painful sensation that leads slightly past and it stops there… I can walk but after a short time, but leg seems to burn and the leg seems to not want to support my weight (188 pounds) and wants to buckle, but it doesn’t… and that’s when I MUST sit or I WILL buckle and collapse…
to be continued in a moment…