…it sucks when your hopes come alive with every red Kia Soul you see…
…it seems like a brain malfunction…
…so you blame yourself…
…blame yourself for not being your brother…
…blame yourself for your meekness…
…your laziness…
…for being addicted to her…
…not having the choice not to love her…
…nor to hate your brother…
…who throws her away as a conquest…
…like throwing away that five pound bass over and over again…
…she hints at the affair…
…but you neither suspect or imagine a horror like this could ever happen…
…she gives up being a Mormon…
…gives up religion…
…moves to Texas with her new boyfriend…
…only during a threesome, she finds out he’s gay…
…but she loves him enough to remain BFF…
…that does wonders for you soul…
…you find solace in your faith…
…forgive seventy times seven times…
…every time you get angry…
…every time you scream…
…you forgive her again…
… Every time …
… the hate…
…not only at her…
…but within yourself…
…begins to fade…
…like a total immersion baptism…
…you find salvation…
…you reconcile your feelings…
…you find a treaty within you that you can live with…
…when suddenly…
…there’s a knock on your apartment door…
…“Hi,” she says…
…it sucks when your hopes come alive with every red Kia Soul you see…
…it seems like a brain malfunction…
…so you blame yourself…
…blame yourself for not being your brother…
…blame yourself for your meekness…
…your laziness…
…for being addicted to her…
…not having the choice not to love her…
…nor to hate your brother…
…who throws her away as a conquest…
…like throwing away that five pound bass over and over again…
…she hints at the affair…
…but you neither suspect or imagine a horror like this could ever happen…
…she gives up being a Mormon…
…gives up religion…
…moves to Texas with her new boyfriend…
…only during a threesome, she finds out he’s gay…
…but she loves him enough to remain BFF…
…that does wonders for you soul…
…you find solace in your faith…
…forgive seventy times seven times…
…every time you get angry…
…every time you scream…
…you forgive her again…
… Every time …
… the hate…
…not only at her…
…but within yourself…
…begins to fade…
…like a total immersion baptism…
…you find salvation…
…you reconcile your feelings…
…you find a treaty within you that you can live with…
…when suddenly…
…there’s a knock on your apartment door…
…“Hi,” she says…