me steppin out of the house in a pair of $18 ripped jeans i bought at a discount over a year ago right after i got a fresh haircut and wanted to feel like i was completing some kind of visual or physical self re-imagining in the hopes that that would somehow make my own mental reconstructing of my identity stick for longer than a week and a half and now the rips have totally fallen apart and the jeans r just fulla square holes and i earn like ten bucks an hour at my part time job so like i really could afford another pair of jeans if i was willing to spend money on anything but some part of my brain totally wont let me use my dollars 4 voluntary purchasez bc its convinced that ill need those 18 bucks later for some important vital reason so instead i just walk around in my dumb beat up jeans n look like a bad caricature of the teenager who smokes in bathrooms in a nineties school psa about not doing drugs
me steppin out of the house in a pair of $18 ripped jeans i bought at a discount over a year ago right after i got a fresh haircut and wanted to feel like i was completing some kind of visual or physical self re-imagining in the hopes that that would somehow make my own mental reconstructing of my identity stick for longer than a week and a half and now the rips have totally fallen apart and the jeans r just fulla square holes and i earn like ten bucks an hour at my part time job so like i really could afford another pair of jeans if i was willing to spend money on anything but some part of my brain totally wont let me use my dollars 4 voluntary purchasez bc its convinced that ill need those 18 bucks later for some important vital reason so instead i just walk around in my dumb beat up jeans n look like a bad caricature of the teenager who smokes in bathrooms in a nineties school psa about not doing drugs