After a pause of several beats, several too many, if we are being honest, Violet began again. "And now you are looking at it directly. Life as a finite state, achieved. I imagine you would like to add something, or protest. You are unable, one should imagine. A thing that is real only in a remote sense, is suddenly all too immediate and defying all rational awareness. I have given you that push, which forces you to confront a reality, against which you cannot stand. This has left you unable to act or respond in any way. That is the thing that has affected you, and which you cannot accept and overcome. You are confining yourself to a rational state of being, though confronted by an unfair and irrational state of existence, a nihilistic objective rejection of life itself as meaningless and mechanistic. It will be necessary for you to let go of your part of what was lost, and allow it to fall to others, to nourish your relationships and renew your connection to your reality.
After a pause of several beats, several too many, if we are being honest, Violet began again. "And now you are looking at it directly. Life as a finite state, achieved. I imagine you would like to add something, or protest. You are unable, one should imagine. A thing that is real only in a remote sense, is suddenly all too immediate and defying all rational awareness. I have given you that push, which forces you to confront a reality, against which you cannot stand. This has left you unable to act or respond in any way. That is the thing that has affected you, and which you cannot accept and overcome. You are confining yourself to a rational state of being, though confronted by an unfair and irrational state of existence, a nihilistic objective rejection of life itself as meaningless and mechanistic. It will be necessary for you to let go of your part of what was lost, and allow it to fall to others, to nourish your relationships and renew your connection to your reality.