Still unable to find any reason to respond, I was forced to recognize the accuracy of the observations being made, if not their logic and sense, which could not, in my opinion, ever be verified. The events known to me, and the events resulting in the demise of some random person, were somehow entangled in their course of unwinding. They had the same beginning, and the same end. In my case, the cessation of life was more symbolic of course. More of a metaphor, or perhaps an exaggeration. But the essential nature of the two were a close parallel. This much was undeniable. As I accepted this as the reality I faced, the buzzing began to diminish. I began to feel capable of self direction again. It seemed an essential connection was being made, that made normal existence possible again. I had to know, so I asked. “If this connection is essential to my moving past the unfortunate event, then how does this parallel the other involved, the person lost?”
Still unable to find any reason to respond, I was forced to recognize the accuracy of the observations being made, if not their logic and sense, which could not, in my opinion, ever be verified. The events known to me, and the events resulting in the demise of some random person, were somehow entangled in their course of unwinding. They had the same beginning, and the same end. In my case, the cessation of life was more symbolic of course. More of a metaphor, or perhaps an exaggeration. But the essential nature of the two were a close parallel. This much was undeniable. As I accepted this as the reality I faced, the buzzing began to diminish. I began to feel capable of self direction again. It seemed an essential connection was being made, that made normal existence possible again. I had to know, so I asked. “If this connection is essential to my moving past the unfortunate event, then how does this parallel the other involved, the person lost?”